I still feel good about myself

So, today is Jan 8th, I'm officially trying to start my New Year resolutions now. 8 days late. I think I've worked out once since 2009 started, no Bikram for weeks! First, I've realized how much meat I actually do eat...it's going to be harder than I thought. (all of a sudden, I'm craving pepperoni pizza and wads of meat?) Secondly, I've added "pray more" to my list. Third, I'm obsessed with having a good butt. (on the list, "get nice ass") Mainly, because I've never had one. My friends that look good in jeans...JEALOUS. (seriously, all of them, I'm green with envy) I was thinking that maybe I should take a picture of my butt (in jeans of course), post it, and then be forced to look at it on the daily. Then I decided that was just wrong.